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Fly 4:100:00/4:10
Left To Our Own Devices
Backyard
Everywhere I said I’d take you is gone
It’s all my fault I waited too long
I thought we still had many years
To see the sights, to find our new frontier
So come with me to the backyard
And sit and hold my hand under the stars
We’ll see if we can spot Venus and Mars
And next year let’s not work so damned hard
Another cherry season has passed
One day it’s gonna be the last
And the red of both our lips is dusky pink
And I see the crow’s feet every time we blink
So come with me to the front porch
Pull out a map and plot a future course
Set our sails for some distant ports
Moving ever closer to the source
But I hope you know I’ve seen the world in your eyes
And when you’re close I still get butterflies
And if I don’t ever see anything new
At least I got to spend my time with you
So come with me to the backyard
And sit and hold my hand under the stars
We’ll see if we can spot Venus and Mars
And next year let’s not work so damned hard
Sit and hold my hand under the stars
Jen Martell- cajon, vocals
Nicholas Petti- acoustic guitars, vocals
Peter Temple- bass, engineering
John Taylor- electric guitar
This Town
My head is busy working overtime
My heart is feeling sad and blue
I’ve got a story, but I’ve got no time
So what in the hell am I supposed to do?
Because you left me alone again
And like a fool I still pretend
That the rain will fall to the ground
And wash away this town
And now I’m walking down that railway line
Still believing that it ain’t true
The way you left me here was so unkind
It’s out with old and in with the new
Because you left me alone again
And like a fool I still pretend
That the rain will fall to the ground
And wash away this town
I haven’t seen you now in quite some time
I wanna call you but if I do
You’d just tell me that you’re doing fine
I’d say the same, but it ain’t true
Because you left me alone again
And like a fool I still pretend
That the rain will fall to the ground
And wash away this town
Reyna Cinnamon Coupé, drums, acoustic guitar, vocals
Jen Martell, harmony vocals
Nicholas Petti, electric guitar, vocals
Peter Temple, bass, engineering
John Taylor, electric guitar
Secrets
Speak now, don’t hold back
You’re not the only one who thinks their heart is black
Pour it out, don’t be afraid
What do I have to do to persuade
You that it’s worth it
The sun is buried now but let’s unearth it
There’s nothing you can say to make me run away
So hold on, keep on, roll on, sleep on it
I know you’re in pain but from where I sit
There’s nothing broken
Except the things you think should stay unspoken
Secrets kill, I’m here until
You’re ready to be open
Do it now, don’t hesitate
It only gets harder if you wait
Take my hand I know you’re scared
You’ll see it all gets better once you dare
To start talking
Like that record said there’s nothing shocking
I’m not so naïve I know you don’t believe
But hold on, keep on, roll on, sleep on it
I know you’re in pain but from where I sit
There’s nothing broken
Except the things you think should stay unspoken
Secrets kill, I’m here until
You’re ready to be open
Reyna Cinnamon Coupé, drums, harmony vocal
Jen Martell, vocals, percussion
Nicholas Petti, electric guitar, harmony vocal
Peter Temple, bass, engineering
John Taylor, electric guitar, harmony vocal
This is the Harvest
Autumn remembers summer the way you remember lovers
A flashpoint fleeting instant
Supple, stretching farther, days never growing darker
But now the light’s more distant
Call it living, call it growing
Call it reap what you’ve been sowing
This is a diamond smile, cool weather style
Time to celebrate
Like the golden bough, you’re older now
Time slows and resonates
This is the harvest
Just like summer promised
This is the harvest
Just like summer promised
And lessons learned in May, mean so much more today
When the season’s silver
When there’s nowhere but here to be and the escape velocity is unfamiliar
Reyna Cinnamon Coupé, drums, harmony vocal
Jen Martell, vocals, percussion
Nicholas Petti, acoustic guitar, harmony vocal
Peter Temple, bass, engineering
John Taylor, electric guitar
Stems and Seeds
I got fifteen years for stems and seeds
Less than an ounce and a half of ditchweed
When I got out, looked up to see
A billboard advertising free delivery
Now I ask you for justice
Because man, I’m disgusted
I can’t get back that time, while the money men line
Their pockets with green
And my boy doesn’t know me
When I went in he was just three
Now he’s gone with the wind, might not see him again
He joined the Marines
I’m standing in line at the food bank
With a drag queen, a teacher, and a bald guy on crank
I can no longer vote and it’s hard to get work
When I check that box I’m met with a smirk
Across the street in the shadows
Are some grow hos in Danskos
Complaining about the new price per pound
Their lifestyle’s gone
But they’ve still got the Teslas
And no one’s been arrested
They look right through me, pretend they don’t see
And turn and walk on
There’s nowhere to go, ‘cause there’s nowhere to rent
So I gather my clothes and pick up my tent
This damp air’s a killer, it gets in my bones
And the cops and the tweakers won’t leave me alone
And it’s so hard to sleep well
In the morning I’ll go sell
A pint of my blood, hope I don’t get mugged
‘Cause I don’t have much fight
So I stay on the margins
And pray for a pardon
But there’s thousands of us, our lives turning to rust
It’s just not right
I hope you sleep well tonight
Reyna Cinnamon Coupé, keyboard, harmony vocal
Jen Martell, cajon, harmony vocal
Gene Parsons, pedal steel
Nicholas Petti, acoustic guitar, electric guitar, vocals
Peter Temple, bass, engineering
John Taylor, electric guitar
Burn Baby Burn
You swore you’d never forget how that snowy day felt
With ice on the roof your heart started to melt
The sun left you blind for a moment or two
You stumbled and tripped, then retied your shoe
Wherever fires burn smoke gets in the rafters
Hazy pictures turn, swirling ever faster
You can see each frame, but you can’t place the name
Burn baby burn
You didn’t have gloves and your hands almost froze
Lips chapped and raw, couldn’t feel your nose
Back at the cabin, back in the warmth
Came back to the living with the girl from the north
Wherever fires burn smoke gets in the rafters
Hazy pictures turn, swirling ever faster
You can see each frame, but you can’t place the name
Burn baby burn
Eyes like a raven, or like her coffee jet black
Lips of crushed berry, her breath was cognac
A fur on her shoulder was all she had on
Your head hit the pillow, when you woke she was gone
Wherever fires burn smoke gets in the rafters
Hazy pictures turn, swirling ever faster
You can see each frame, but you can’t place the name
Burn baby burn
Reyna Cinnamon Coupé, drums, harmony vocals
Jen Martell, vocals
Nicholas Petti, electric guitar, vocals
Peter Temple, bass, engineering
John Taylor, electric guitar
Lay Me Down
I would have you lay me down
Just like you did when we were new
You once told me not to make a sound
But that’s all I could promise you
Just another day 3X
Without you
I was searching for a guiding light
What you gave me was your burning flame
You were flying like a wounded bird
What you needed was my gilded cage
Just another day 3X
Without you
I was driving you were miles away
Just hoping that we’re still good
You were lying so I could not stay
Though we both knew that I probably should
Just another day 6X
Without you
Reyna Cinnamon Coupé, acoustic guitar, vocals
Jen Martell, cajon, percussion, harmony vocals
Gene Parsons, pedal steel
Nicholas Petti, electric guitar, harmony vocal
John Taylor, electric guitar, vocals
Peter Temple, bass, engineering
Love and Ease
Dad always said a meal should have three colors
Dad always kissed my head, pulled up the covers
Still see you now, book folded across your knees
You lived your life with so much patience, presence, love, and ease
Love and Ease
Love and Ease
Love and Ease
Love and Ease
If you didn’t know him, how could you know me
Who am I now, who will I be?
Now you’re traveling light through the mystery
But I still feel you close to me
Close to me
Close to me
Close to me
Close to me
You were always in my corner never painted me in one
For all my life, couldn’t ask for more
All I know is I love you and know that you loved me
Even though it’s different, without you here to see
‘Cause of you I’m free
‘Cause of you I’m free
‘Cause of you I’m free
‘Cause of you I’m free
Reyna Cinnamon Coupé, drums, harmony vocal
Jen Martell, vocals
Gene Parsons, pedal steel
Nicholas Petti, acoustic guitar, electric guitar, harmony vocal
Peter Temple, bass, engineering
John Taylor, electric guitar
Raise the Flag
Where does this take me, will I let it break me
Will I be okay, halfway to Monday
Can I sit here? Do I fit here?
Will you choose me or abuse me
We’re all marking time, so don’t waste mine
Can you see me, yes or no?
Are you with me ‘cause here I go
This ship of dreams is sailing, the pirate crew’s been bailing
Raise the flag
Should I worry? Call out the jury
Can you look me in the eye and testify
How bad do you want this? When things go amiss
Will you throw me overboard on the high seas
A big storm’s coming, I can feel the clouds drumming
Our little boat will toss and turn
I’ve never sailed before but I’ll reach the shore
Can you see me, yes or no?
Are you with me ‘cause here I go
This ship of dreams is sailing, the pirate crew’s been bailing
Raise the flag
It’s getting hotter, we’re taking on water, raise the flag
Batten the hatches, fight fire with matches, raise the flag
The stars are all shining, they’re realigning, raise the flag
If there be dragons, don’t haul the flag in, raise the flag
Reyna Cinnamon Coupé, drums, harmony vocal
Jen Martell, harmony vocal
Nicholas Petti, electric guitar, harmony vocal
John Taylor, electric guitar, vocals
Peter Temple, bass, engineering
Where We Come From
Waiting in the Wings
How many ways are there to be wrong
I can’t count but I have no doubt
That I’ll find all of them before too long
That’s a fact, you can bet on that
Let’s see what tomorrow brings, waiting in the wings
Is it ecstasy or dread, can the dreams escape my head
Is it a carousel of lies or the best news of my life
You won’t know till you let it go
How many ways are there to be right
More than it seems when you’re eighteen
How old must you be to see the light
I regret, I’m not there yet
Let’s see what tomorrow brings, waiting in the wings
Is it ecstasy or dread, can the dreams escape my head
Is it a carousel of lies or the best news of my life
You won’t know till you let it go
Should I scream or should I smile
Aren’t they the same after a while
Should I stop or should I start
Aren’t they the same, head and the heart
Let’s see what tomorrow brings, waiting in the wings
Is it ecstasy or dread, can the dreams escape my head
Is it a carousel of lies or the best news of my life
You won’t know till you let it go
Sam Arintok, drums
Jen Martell, vocals, percussion
Nicholas Petti, guitar, vocals, percussion
John Taylor, guitar
Peter Temple, bass, engineering
Jesus Won’t
Her father was a sheriff, who didn’t seem to care if
Things got out of hand on Friday night
He’d say, “Watch the noise, don’t want no trouble boys.”
As long as everyone involved was white
She’d kept to herself since May the 12th, all the way to August 13th
She told her family she was cold, that’s why she slept fully clothed
And never came downstairs to eat
She told me that Jesus won’t come again
Anyway, he’s not as good a friend as heroin
Her mama was a baker, who always had to fake her
Good times with the man in her bed
She’d close her eyes and dream of her all-time double team of
Pam Anderson and Johnny Depp
As for her daughter, she’d always taught her
That sex before marriage was bad
Never mind her contortions to excuse the abortion
That no one but she knew she’d had
And she knew that Jesus won’t come again
So she cried and hid her sin, with Vicodin
At the house at 61 Oak, before anyone else awoke
She hugged her knees and rocked on the floor
She could see the world burn and with nowhere to turn
Like the raven said, “Fuck this, nevermore.”
She knew that Jesus wouldn’t come again
She’d known that since she was ten, and here it was the end.
Sam Arintok- drums, harmony vocals
Jen Martell- harmony vocals
Nicholas Petti- vocals, guitar
John Taylor- guitar
Peter Temple- bass, engineering
Nick Rodseth- piano
Produced by Latchkey
Fly
Fifteen steps and the backpack bursts
This whole night’s gone from bad to worse
Sixteen years she’s been on this earth
And never, never once felt at home
Mom and dad think that’s something’s wrong
Maybe they’re right, she don’t belong
She pulled the pin in junior high
The thoughts come out of nowhere, she wants to know where she can fly
She can fly 4X
Night after night, pacing back and forth
She’s gotta get out, gotta get up north
The town’s a dump, her room’s a cage
She’ll never get out of working minimum wage
God only knows where she comes from
She picks up her clothes, sticks out her thumb
Car after car passes her by
She’s in the middle of nowhere, she wants to know where she can fly
Each and every night, that’s when she takes flight
Soaring higher, never looking down
And each and every day, she puts her dreams away
And she can’t wait to get out of this town
Fifteen steps and the back pack bursts
This whole night’s gone from bad to worse
Sixteen years she’s been on this earth
And there’s no future for her
Until she can fly
Sam Arintok- drums
Jen Martell- vocals, percussion
Nicholas Petti, vocals, guitar, percussion
John Taylor- guitar
Peter Temple- bass, engineering
Produced by Latchkey
Devilette
Ah, Devilette come out and play
I got the place all ready for you to stay
Pentagram drawn in a circle of bones
Candles lit by the velvet throne
Incense burning and the chalice is full
Bookshelves lined with seventeen skulls
The curtains drawn and the fire’s lit
Just waitin’ for you to pop out of it
Devilette, Devilette, Devilette, Devilette
No one loves you the way I do
Had to cast ten spells just to summon you
Now you’re in my room in the dead of night
I know I’ll never see you in the morning light
Your nails are sharp and your hair is wild
Come a little closer you demon child
Your eyes flash green when I speak your name
Come on and kiss me with your tongue of flame
Devilette, Devilette, Devilette, Devilette
All the goth girls wanna look like you
From Lydia Lunch to Siouxsie Sioux
They put on fishnets and tease their hair
But I tell ya honey they don’t compare
Even so don’t let it go to your head
‘Cause they’re alive and you’re undead
When you’re here I can’t believe my luck
So shed your skin and baby let’s…
Devilette, Devilette, Devilette, Devilette
Sam Arintok- drums, harmony vocals
Jen Martell- harmony vocals
Nicholas Petti- guitar, harmony vocals
John Taylor- vocals, guitar
Peter Temple- bass, engineering
Nick Rodseth- piano
Produced by Latchkey
Where We Come From
So sorry to disappoint you I won’t do your cocaine
And when I sit beside you I won’t get where you came from
I am only human according to my game
But when you lay your cards down I may not feel the same way about
Where you come from (x4)
There’s a method to my madness That’s what I tell myself
I’m not a lady for you to put up on a shelf
Oh the further I reach it’s like the deeper I get
in the quagmire of wonder and beauty and debt
Where I come from (x4)
Baby you’re chasing dragons through the middle of the day
Maybe if I love you hard enough They’ll go away, away
Live and let live That’s the name of the game
But something’s gotta give Cause I’m just not in the same place
That I came from (x4)
Where do you come from X3
Where do we go now
Sam Arintok- drums, harmony vocals
Jen Martell- vocals
Nicholas Petti- guitar, mandolin, harmony vocals
John Taylor- guitar
Peter Temple- bass, engineering
Anthony Serati- banjo
Produced by Latchkey
Didn’t We Say
I’m not used to feeling useless
I’m not down with being down
But change makes me anxious
And I’m not on solid ground
For such a know it all I’m surprised
That this happened right before my eyes
That what once was close now is far apart
A lot of good it does thinking you’re smart
Didn’t I tell you, didn’t you tell me, didn’t we say
Didn’t I think that, didn’t you think that, you would stay
But by tomorrow you’re in Colorado, gone away
Didn’t I tell you, didn’t you tell me, didn’t we say
There’s unfinished conversations
But my mouth just doesn’t work
I have only half the information
Most of which I’ve overheard
By now you’d think that I’d know better
That I wouldn’t feel quite so off-center
But when the years turned to days, it threw me off
And with seconds ticking by I fear I’m lost
Didn’t I tell you, didn’t you tell me, didn’t we say
Didn’t I think that, didn’t you think that, you would stay
But by tomorrow you’re in Colorado, gone away
Didn’t I tell you, didn’t you tell me, didn’t we say
Sam Arintok- drums
Jen Martell- vocals, percussion
Nicholas Petti- vocals, guitar, synths, string arrangement
John Taylor- guitar
Peter Temple- bass, engineering
Zoe Berna- violin
Produced by Latchkey
Winter Crow
I am a winter crow, shining black, standing in the blue-white snow
And I don’t fly in a straight line more like a drunkard when they’ve finished their jug wine
And I’m not wise, nor am I kind
I see how you treat your fellow man. He and I pick from a dirty garbage can
Crying and unshaven, he and I are both looking for safe haven
And I don’t shout, I’m not a raven
Feathers fall from the skies, like tears fall from your eyes
My treasure’s in my nest, yours in the cedar chest
Waiting for spring to come again
On the solstice eve, I fly circles, broken and bereaved
While I watch you celebrate, my heart is joyless ever since I lost my mate
Night falls, desolate
Darkness growing bold. Fires burning, the wind is blowing cold
Through this longest night, while you’re tucked in, covers pulled up tight
I’ll be the first to see the light
Feathers fall from the skies, like tears fall from your eyes
My treasure’s in my nest, yours in the cedar chest
Waiting for spring to come again
I am a winter crow, the tale’s over, told you everything I know
When the light returns once more, when the flowers bloom by your front door
We have a lot to answer for
Sam Arintok- drums, harmony vocals
Jen Martell- harmony vocals
Nicholas Petti- guitar, mandolin, harmony vocals
John Taylor- vocals, guitar
Peter Temple- bass, engineering
Anthony Serati- banjo
Corwin Zekley- fiddle
Produced by Latchkey
Sleep
When I fell asleep it was just twilight
When I woke my hair was long and white
I was hungrier than I’d ever been
I felt my face, my cheeks were sunken in
All my life I’ve never seen a ghost
Some shadows, flickers, will-o-the wisps at most
But I’ve heard about people sleeping through
The best parts of their lives, now haven’t you
I slept through everything, like some Egyptian king
Is this the afterlife? Did I have kids, a house, a wife?
Where did the time go? Where did the time go?
I’m asking you and you and you don’t know
And can I get back? Can you get back?
Or should we fade to black and sleep again?
I wet my lips and looked around
Tried to call out but couldn’t make a sound
Birds were singing up above my head
The sky was turning from black to blood red
Through clouded eyes I saw my wrinkled face
And of what I was before, only a trace
On shaky steps I headed east
I could greet the new day one more time at least
Out to the golden dawn, through the mists of Avalon
Down these empty streets, forward, not retreat
Where did the time go? Where did the time go?
I’m asking you and you and you don’t know
And can I get back? Can you get back?
Or should we fade to black and sleep again?
Sam Arintok- drums, harmony vocals
Jen Martell- harmony vocals
Nicholas Petti- vocals, guitar, synths, alto saxophone, string arrangement
John Taylor- guitar
Peter Temple- bass, engineering
Zoe Berna- Violin
Sebastian Mello-Garcia- trombone
Erica Gibbons- harmony vocals
Jesse Messex- tenor saxophone
Marlon Parsons-Petti- horn arrangement
Jamie Peters- harmony vocals
Nick Rodseth- B3 Organ
Rio VanBuskirk- trumpet
Produced by Latchkey